Only forgiveness will finally end this.
Apr. 8th, 2005 12:43 pmMy, my. It seems that I can't do right by anybody lately.
I'm trying so hard to make this work; I'm making restitutions and quashing my pride in order to set things right by apologizing -- but every turn brings a new round of castigation. And I know that even if I make the proper recriminations that I'll still be branded as a pariah.
enelya, even though you removed me from your friends list, I want you to know that what you said really hurt me. And maybe I deserved some of that -- but certainly not the axe wound that I got. I think it would be prudent that you be exposed to all sides of a situation before making judgement calls about the persons involved.
I have a photo project to complete tonight and might not be online until after nine o'clock. If any or all parties would like to discuss "the matter in question", I'll try to be available after that point.
A perfect day. Perfectly ruined by politics.
I'm going to try and center my Chi.
I'm trying so hard to make this work; I'm making restitutions and quashing my pride in order to set things right by apologizing -- but every turn brings a new round of castigation. And I know that even if I make the proper recriminations that I'll still be branded as a pariah.
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I have a photo project to complete tonight and might not be online until after nine o'clock. If any or all parties would like to discuss "the matter in question", I'll try to be available after that point.
A perfect day. Perfectly ruined by politics.
I'm going to try and center my Chi.